‘Curtain! Fast music! Light! Ready for the last finale! Great! The show looks good the show looks good!’
‘Last Words in a Suicide note: I feel certain that Im going mad again. I feel we cant go thru another of those terrible times. And I shant recover this time. I begin to hear voices.’
‘I am ready.’
‘Go away. Im all right.’
‘I still live.’
‘Ah well then I suppose I shall have to die beyond my means.’
‘Its a magical world Hobbes Ol Buddy … lets go exploring! 12/31/95′
‘I die hard but am not afraid to go.’
‘To Harald may God forgive you and forgive me too but I prefer to take my life away and our babys before I bring him with shame or killing him Lupe. [Suicide note.]‘